"Idlewild - Tell Me Ten Words"
I watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind yesterday round Linzi's. My god that film is so beautiful, just perfection. It got me thinking about memories and would I erase them if I could, would I even contemplate it? I decided against the procedure hehe thank god! I wish I had a pensieve [firstly I wish that they existed and then I will wish to have have one!] I am just a big memory minefield at the moment, I'm scared that I will forget tiny things that aren't even memories really, just fleeting occurences that I seem to remember because it's useful(!)
On Sunday I went to the Hockey Festival with Hannah to watch Wildcats play haha they didn't even play really, considering that Amanda scored their only goal; enough said! Then me and Linzi met up with Haley, Nikki, Alice and A'me at the bar bit but kinda left 'cause we didn't have enough wristbands between us. Alice chose to stay and try her luck with some Geordie bloke she got with a few nights before which really upset Nikki [bless her, the wine didn't help her emotions]. Anywho, we all went to 'Spoons and enjoyed Pear/Summer Fruits cider and hilarious conversations about nothing in particular. I am in love with that group's sense of humour, I constantly wee myself due to much hilarity [not incontinence!] When it closed we went back to the Hockey Festival and as most people were quite drunk now no one cared that we didn't have wristbands, all was groovy. Both myself and Linzi downed a bacardi and coke each, mainly 'cause we couldn't be arsed to hold them; dancing was way more important! I chatted to people like Gillard [who did win his 'Your Mum' fight, well done there] and Darren who I really don't see enough any more. Many men there decided to take off their shirts/all of their clothes, because it's manly and not at all homo-erotic
All men love touching other men, FACT! The best bit of my night was properly talking to Linzi, who was finally under the influence
Yay! She actually opened up about stuff that had clearly been on her mind and I don't think she's done that with anyone for a while. It wasn't even as if she was confessing dreadful things, it was just general stuff that she personally feels awkward talking about. I don't think she realised how well I know her hehe. We talked for ages when we got back to mine which was so unbelievably enjoyable, I'm not even sure why it just was. I think it was because she was sharing thoughts with me no one else, no other friend from our group [to be fair I was the only person from our group who was there heh] I'm not sure if she'd feel ok about telling things like that to other friends, but that night all that mattered to me was what she was thinking and how she was feeling; I feel honoured to be divulged with such thoughts direct from the busy brain of O'Brien. That night pretty much cemented our friendship for me. We may only be together for one extra year, but I intend for it to be one funking sensational year with awesome travelling waiting at the end for us. That girl is my something precious [or just my precious, who knows!] and one year or not I am not disappearing, no way!
"Bloc Party - I Still Remember" < What a tune!
I have just realised that I have been as vague as her in the blogging specifics, but it's not right for me to start running my mouth off about what we talked about to be honest.
