'Tis a shame that the people in't are somewhat of a disappointment. I am kidding, people aren't rubbish really :P

"Friends Will Be Friends - Queen"

Today I had double drama which consisted of talking about Macbeth for 2 hours. I like being knowledgable about quotes, I don't feel confident enough to say them out loud but I know that I know and that's enough you know :) hehe I was practically mouthing my quotes that I found for the different themes when Mr Roy asked me. Is it too nerdy that instead of just finding three I found six or seven? I enjoy Shakespeare, it's just so much more elegant than the pretend English spoken now. More people should speak in ye olde english. I often get R+J quotes stuck in my head for days. I wish I knew more Shakespeare plays as well as I know Romeo and Juliet, I should purchase them; perhaps Twelth Night shall be my next investment [hmm 'cause I don't already have a pile of books as tall as your average midget to read first!]

"My Best Friend - Weezer"

I went to see The Tempest at the Novello Theatre today too. It had Patrick Stewart playing Prospero, that's more than adequate reason to see it! It was an English Lit trip but I managed to worm my thesbian [yes THESbian] self onto the trip regardless! On the coach trip there me and Linz played a wee game of drawing characters in 30 seconds. On the way home we got to talking about childhood things, things that we don't know about each other, it was pleasant. We did get onto her who we call Bell, a girl who is no more than an whoring harpy [she is an affront to all the whoring harpies out there too!] I base this opinion from what I have heard, but I'm sure my brief description will suffice. Girls are mean, calculating and sly. I was going to go on about this but meeh I'm in an odd mood. [The kind of mood that makes me put Charlie's Angels on in the background. Who the hell does that?! I think it's due the rekindling of an old thing for Drew Barrymore after seeing the trailers for Music and Lyrics. Heh I think it's funny when old celebrity 'crushes', even when sometimes I didn't even realise that I fancied these women due to the whole uncertainty of sexuality deal, come rushing back; like the Winslet. I think I used to fancy Drew Barrymore 'cause in Charlie's Angels shes the 'tomboy-ish one' of the three, and she is pretty fit too :P and her name's Dylan in it as well, now that's just plain cool!]

"Changes - David Bowie"

I've been thinking about friends that have come and gone since I've got in, continuing from conversations me and Linzi had on the way home [we had some good chat-age :)] I was thinking about how much me and Meg have drifted apart, and how much she's changed since leaving 6th Form. I guess I've changed too but we used to still be close all through school, and especially towards the end of GCSEs. I doubt we will ever be close friends again but it would be nice to think that even though we wouldn't have anything in common now apart from years of history to reminisce about, that we could still keep in contact considering that I'm going to be around here for another year. Hark at me rambling again hehe. I've started feeling bad about losing contact with Nina, my primary school "best friend" [even though Meg was my oldest and longest friend, Nina was always my other half in primary school]. She moved away before starting secondary school to Norfolk because her Dad got a better job up there. We managed to keep in contact for a few years, I still have letters from her that I've kept 'cause I keep everything heh, but after a while there were fewer letters, no phone calls and then even the emails stopped. It was no ones fault, it's just what distance does to young friendships I guess. I'm glad to be rid of lower school friends, suffice to say that I won't be dwelling on how they're getting on in life; babies, beauty school and Borstal no doubt :P I can't belive how much I've changed, or how much of a follower I was in younger years. I think that because I was popular in primary school with everyone, the fact that there were people 'more liked' than me was a shock in many ways, so I must have gravitated to the 'cool' people in the class to be part of the 'cool gang' again. It was so much like Girl World in that group; having to be careful about what you say incase it wasn't thought of as 'cool'. It did get to the stage where I had to stop being around these people who were making me miserable for something trivial like not having a boyfriend, or the fact that Sara claimed to fancy me. Getting out of that group is harder than you'd imagine, especially when you think of their kind of group loyalty thing; got beef with one of us, got beef with all of us. Heh it's all well and good saying that, but when no one in the group really knows each other that well because they're only friends due to their 'image', no one would really do anything to protect each other apart from shout at people when the ratio was 6:1 or something well hard like that. But I managed to faze myself out of that group and thank the good lord that I did! I am living proof that you can move on haha god them girls are a joke now! I'm glad I went to Megan's form room at breaks and lunches 'cause that is how I got talking to Hannah, who lent me her Bad Girls DVDs, and let's just say the rest is histoire.

*This is not the end of this venting, but I need to get off the computer before my parents shout at me once again. I am super glad they are home(!)*